Wednesday, November 01, 2006
8:24 PM
hello people! today... gt tuition, at 10am. YISHUN. woke up late.. 9.15... in de end, reached dere at 10.15am.. nt vry late lei.. haha.. why? cuz i took de taxi.
MY POOR $$. so sad.. lols... then, took mrt home.. vry sian... whole day lyk sai.. nth to do lei.. come home watch tv.. then.. watch and watch.. then eat.. and eat. then sleep. and sleep... wake up, watch tv again... wait for mama come home then can get to use computer... WAD A DAY... i spent my whole afternoon on stupid things... cuz i nth to do ma.. dots...
I AM VERY BORED! I REPEAT! I AM VERY VERY BORED! really nth to do man... wad i do daily? eat sleep eat sleep watch tv... wads more?? tmr i wan go find gabbie liao. i cannot stay at home. will die!! WHY? cuz of a stupid idiot! one day i really will explode man. muz i do it everyday? bang de door and lock it. throw my things about. smacking my pillows. kick de wall. ERKS!!! and after doing that, i will drop dead on de floor cuz im juz so tired! i always try to ENDURE, juz let her hit me, juz let her be... i dun wan to disturb her. i dun even wan to step into her room. BUT SHE JUZ COME FIND ME AND IRRITATE ME!!! ERKS. this is killing me.. i often thought of juz kill myself. but, thats stupid enough. arh.. i've been suffering for de past 12 years.. cant i juz haf a peaceful time...
without her. sian.. nvm... juz pray that things will go better... arh, im so bored.. haha.. anywae.. haf a blessed day... take care and.. BYEBYE X)