Wednesday, May 16, 2007
4:17 PM
ive proven mrs tay RIGHT... today, got back geog and math paper.. im fine wif geog... results still ok to me... but maths... thought i would score better than previous time. ya. i gt better.. bt.. so what? this time everyone improved what.. even xy got 64... last term, mrs tay called my name and said that my results are much much worse compared to last year. ( tts ofcus, i failed) then, this term, mrs tay said something more hurting than last term... i always thought that with God, i would definately score v well and proof to my parents that i can go to church and yet get good results... but am i wrong? im unsure... this time, is worse... everyone scored so well... highest 96, gt 3 ppl summore. me lei? but at least i was brave enough not to cry in school.. i was lyk waiting for school to quickly end? haha.. yeap... when i gt back my results... i cried out to the Lord.. ' God.. if u love me, why did u let me feel so sad?' i didn get a reply.. i just paused there, dunno what to do.. just feeling lost... why mus mrs tay sae so many times that my results is worse than last year? this year, she dunno sae how many times liao... haiz.. i dunno what to sae... its alrite ba? i guess... it will be alrite... ive decided to change back to this song ' from the inside out' cus thats currently what i need? i just flipped open my sermon notes and i saw this...
Failure doesn mean that u are a failure, but u haven not succeeded...
Izin that the best words that God has given me? ...
