Wednesday, July 25, 2007
10:31 PM
yeap.. wed... 3rd week of the 100k campaign.. wad do i get? stress! LOL!! haha! well.. first of all, today, after recess, went crazy again.. why izit owies recess time? -.- u must be asking.. wad happened.. LOL! well, first of all... 3 things bomb me at the same time.. i mean, 4...
1) gabbie wanted to take photo of me, den kaiqin wanted to take photo of me.
2) cheryl kept sitting on my leg and den wanted to play with my HAIR
3) benson was talking to me and edmund abt smth.
4) I HAD NOT YET BLESS ANYONE. ( recess time was the only time i could)
okay!!! so...kaiqin kept trying to take photo, i kept trying to hide my face, and cheryl kept playing with my hair.. i kept trying to make her go away... and benson kept asking me questions which i cant hear... cus i was so busy... -.- pls la.. can u imagine how pathetic i was? lols.. i was so pekchek until i wanted to run out of class, bt good thing, i DIDN. bt ofcus.. i scared some of them away.. esp kaiqin... yeaa.. and they were laughing to see how stress i was.. -.- lame right? YES! okay! den after that, i cant rmb wad i did and they all ran away. in the sense that they stopped disturbing me lah.. lols! den uh.. was chinese! quite fun actually, was a time to cool down.. paint the stupid circles.. so called CHERRY. lol!! yeapp... den after that, had assembly... SAW MY CLASS PERFORMED! super funny! cheryl is soooo cute! hahaha! den after that, had the maths test thingyy... so sian.. infront easy, behind hard.. so stupid one... lols!! hahahha! OKAY! den after that.. i cannot just go home after the test... i had to bless someone.. i knew i had to... so.. i just sat on the table... everyone left... and i was just staring into space.. den.. everyone left, except for weiming.. so.. that was de only one left.. so i went to bless him... after that, went for tuition.. was early, so was talking to mrs koh.. and i asked her ' hey.. have u heard of the 100k blessing?' den we started talking about it.. and she asked me how it was and what i do.. so.. i told her about it.. and she said ' wow! thats very nice of u..' lols! den we started talking about religion.. great talk... and btw, mrs koh noe more things than i do.. LOL! den.. i went to bless one of my tuition friends... and she seems to be quite happy abt it.. haha!!
i realised that this 100k campaign has really brought me closer to my friends.. as i was reaching out to them, one by one.. i realised smth... their lives are not that messed up... most of them seems to be happy... and this 100k campaign... wow! some of my classmates, i haven even thought of reaching out to them at all... there was only a few that i thought i could share this 100k thingy too.. bt because i was desperate and needed to bless ppl... i took a step... and this step, made alot of difference.. i used to fear alot.. how am i suppose to talk to someone about Jesus? i didn noe i could do it.. bt actually, i COULD! some of them, i hardly ever talk to them.. and most, i cant even speak anything abt the gospel to them... bt... i just stepped out... i owies tell myself.. just 1 step i take.. and God will do the rest... i believe that the fear in me, mostly already BYEBYE liao... yes.. i was heartbroken when i was rejected.. bt i have played my part... theres nth else i can do.. can i? some, ive tried more than once... twice... bt rejected, worse than the first time... its their choice.. not mine... ha! i rmb tt time during cell, yixin and yingxin told me to pray a blessing for them.. and i told them that i dun feel bless, how can i bless others? and they told me that its more bless to give than to receive... when u bless others, u would be blessed... and immediately, i led in prayer... ive seen alot of breakthroughs. yes.. its hard.. its very tough... theres alot of times, i was really very upset.. that i wanted to give up this campaign.. bt wad was the thing that kept me going? its the people around me. and ofcus, God himself... im really tired... bt 1 thing i noe, ive learnt ALOT of things thru this...
GOD WILL MAKE A WAY.
