Monday, July 09, 2007
5:11 PM
it started already!!!
yes! u saw that? today is the first day! somehow, at first, i was soo excited.. wow! i rmb the pastor said ' u are the minister of your marketplace!' and for me, the school.. well, woke up in the morning.. felt nothing! LOL! bt after that... went to school, scared... a few of my christian friends noe what i was doing... and so they encouraged me! when i walked past the NA classes.. i looked inside.. and told myself ' God has a heart for those ppl!' den yea.. went to class.. and kiwi told me that he did not bring his apron for Home Econs. and right at that moment, benson was behind me.. so i asked him ' do u think the teacher would scold me if i didn bring my apron?' den he said ' u never bring meh?' well.. i did bring... bt then.. there was this suddenly feeling of lending kiwi the apron.. then i thought about it... and then i rmb.. ' If Jesus were u, would he do it?' yes! Jesus would. even if the teacher is gonna scold him, he would lend it to someone who needs it.. and so, i lent it to kiwi... i told him i didn need it.. haha! yeaa. and at first he was abit paiseh.. bt in the end, i bugged him to take it.. tehhe.. yar then as i was sitting inside the classroom, i was thinking.. how am i going to approach them? some of my classmates, i dun even talk to them... i can whole week dun talk to them one la.. nt close... bt i knew i still had to reach out to them... den today gt PE! quite fun! played MONKEY with the girls.. and me and guin were the first MONKEY! tehhee.. den so funny! gabbie kept laughing at me cus i keep letting the ball go. AWW! okay. den after PE was RECESS.. well, recess tt time actually wanted to find a FRIEND to bless,(eddu.) bt unfortunately.. tt fella went to play... so i could not talk to him.. den at first.. i tot that i wont be able to talk to him anymore.. cus i tot i only have recess time to talk to tt person.. so after that.. i was quite unhappy already.. lyk u noe... gloomy.. haha! yeaa. i didn noe what to do... lols! den after that, my mood was changed during home econ.. during homecons, it was so fun! and i told mrs toh...
me: mrs toh, i didn bring my apron.
mrs toh : ah! u wan me to punch u?
( so her fist came flying to my shoulder.. bt it was light la)
well, and then.. she din scold me la.. tehhee.. and for homecons this week, we cooked dunno wad roti smth? i cant rmb... LOLS! its bread with chicken and other stuffie la... haha! den cook until so fun la! somehow changed my mood abit lor.. tehhe.. den after that i ate the bread. nt bad.. quite nice! TEHHEHE! den after that got test! ahh! i dunno i correct anot lei.. if i alot wrong, very diu lian lor. HAHA! nvm la.. dun care already! haha! so soon, home econs lesson ended and we were back to class.. and then... i ate another piece of bread.. and i went to find natalie.. gaf her a mouth and then realised that eddu was alone sitting there staring into space! so.. decided to talk to him den... and the moment i took out the so called 'card' , he saw the ' are u part of the 100k?' he stood up and was about to walk away.. when i persuaded him to finish hearing wad i wanted to sae.. yeaa. he didn want.. haha! actually i tot he would just okok la.. lols! after persuading him awhile, he abit okok.. den fill in the card for me.. bt then he turned back.. the page wrote ' LETS KEEP IN TOUCH!' and there were all the particulars.. and he said 'OH NO! I DONT WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH!' haha quite funny la.. so after that.. for another 1 to 2 hrs, i was talking to him... yar.... fellowship lyk tt lahs.. lols! den after that.. alot of ppl came to us.. den hear what we sae. HAHAHA! den after that they went away la.. haha! well, in the end, he told me he didn want to be involved in this kind of thing. ( tts why he said) so.. okay den... shall not force him.. even tho i really really really really wish that he would fill in everthing for me.. tts why i kept bugging him and not let him run away! HAHA. but nevermind.. i'll pray...
FIRST day, and im already feeling quite disappointed! TMR, I MUST REACH OUT TO 2 PEOPLE! oh God, u must really help me! well, i must really thank YINGXIN! for encouraging me so much... felt better after talkin to her actually
(: THANKIEES DEAR SISTER!!
