Sunday, July 29, 2007
7:19 PM
helloooo! ah! today is quite a special day... yeapyeap!! hahahah! yar... today... met up with edmund, benson and jiehan to go for service... my sis went with us too... yeap... special visitor, edmund lee. hahahha! okay! i was so shocked when i saw him... cus he cut his hair botak and wah! super funny lah! i couldn stop laughing for 10mins. hehe! okay! den on the way to expo... jiehan, benson and edmund was lyk.. lame-ing around la.. esp benson.. he said so many lame things.. den after that, i dunno what they sae liao.. den edmund and jiehan couldn stand benson.. hahhaa! loll! OHKAY! den.. went to expo... stepped inside and edmund asked 'is this a shopping center?' HAHA! and my sister started giggling... wahah! okay! den.. went to find nicodemus.. and then, he started talking and talking.. den had to sit with him during service.. i realised that his cell de ren all very kiasu one... so early go que up already.. den get the seats, so front.. i can even see the ppl on choir duty la.. yeapyeap.. haha! and benson was beside me jumping.. woah! de feeling was cool.. to have a classmate u noe... hahaa! okay! den... the sermon.. hmm.. quite nice actually... pastor shared mostly about the 100k blessing lah... den he shared that gt 1 ahma.. 80 over years old.. den went to bless so many ppl.. if she can do it... so can i.. right? wheee!! tmr is gonna be an exciting day again! woo! okay! den.. after that, pastor led us to sinner's prayer... edmund was sitting beside me so i kept lookin at his hands to see if he would raise up his hand... bt it didn la... okay.. at first, de feeling was quite terrible... yeap.. okay! den... was processing. .so went back to my cell dere... seeing their faces somehow made me feel better.. haha! den.. kelly asked me how was it... and i shook my head. LOL! i think she noes wad it means ba? haha! okay.. den kelly told me to press on... felt abit encouraged... bt den, after that.. i think about it.. wah! its abit difficult eh? haha! okay.. den after that, i went to drop the 100k cards into the box.. wah! de feeling is quite shuang lei.. haha! den saw nicodemus.. and he talked to me awhile la.. haha! yeapp.. den he told me to continue praying! okay.. den, went back home with de same ppl. HAHA! except that my sis went back with yanzhen and meechay.... soo... the boys were really lame.. they were playing pokemon lah.. so dumb.. lols! yar.. den jiehan said i looked so depressed.. haha! lols! i dunno wad i was doing lah... hahahah! yeap.. den went home... went to buy correction tape.. or else... tmr common test, i die liao! OH! i think common test cannot use correction tape lei.. LOL!!! okay! nvm... den.. while walking home, went to buy an icecream... den... HAHA.. den, with an ice cream on my hand.. i talked to God while walking home.. and i was STROLLING.. i drag me feet la.. HAHHAA! den i asked God what i should do... was i wasting my time? i really dont noe... den i walked past and saw this thing hanging over the fence... i cant really rmb wad it says.. all i noe that there was this big word ' ye shu' and ' sheng ming de xuan ze' i dunno why la.. bt i felt so encouraged... just that 2 words in chinese. JESUS. and it encouraged me... den.. as i was thinking and thinking, suddenly i heard someone calling my name.. and i turned around.. and i saw GABBIE ON THE CAR!! hahaha! and i waved to her.. thehehe! she looks so cute!! hahah! den walk home.. saw KAIQIN on the way! bt he didn see me.. awwww! hahah! wah. saw so many ppl.. HAHAHA!! wheeha~ now as i think back... its not that bad after all... tho ive tried and tried.. and ive failed and failed... it doesn make me a failure right? if i give up.. den i am a failure.... so.. lyk what kelly said.. I WILL PRESS ON!!!
theres a reason for waiting...
