Wednesday, August 29, 2007
8:10 PM
HELLO! yes as u can see, im posting... yeap. i break my fast liao. hee! 1 week... yeap... i actually expected myself to start using the computer last friday! HAHA! bt.. in the end, i controlled... i dun crave for using the computer now.. furthermore, ive learnt alot of things in this one week. many things happened... yeaa.. fun, exciting. woo! okay! bt first of all, my walk with God has sort of improved.. cus... i didn use the computer ( distraction) instead, i read the bible and read the prayer booklet. and inside... WOW! its amazing lah.. i asked for a new heart.. and i got it. HOHO! sounds weird eh? YEAPPP! hee! its been a busy week... so anywae, i oso no time to use the computer lah.. theres so many things to do and im going crazy soon... theres lyk so many japanese lessons and they end up so late... and i have to pack my things, and theres homework to do. and theres so many things to settle. bt ofcus, i set aside time for God. few days ago, i read a book that my fren lent me.. and i was so shocked.. kinda. i didn noe that the devil was so powerful. and when i read the book, i learnt alot of things.. that i should NOT let the devil control my life, when i read, i felt a little scared.. or instead, quite scared... then i start to think on the other side.. i thought of what Jesus has done.. and i felt so loved... this love is amazing. and this makes me wanna draw nearer to God.. and not to the evil ones. yeap.. and ytd, as i was reading the prayer booklet. i started asking myself the questions inside... ' will my faith attract or repel others?, what difference will my new heart make to the people around me?, will i honour those in autority and empower those under my wings?' yea. i thought of all those questions for a very very long time... i asked myself what ive done so far....
well, im going to Japan soon... busy busy... so many things to do... i was feeling unwell 2 days ago.. and today, i didn go to school... actually my dad wanted me to rest at home.. in the end, he brought me out and settle my passport thing. i mustn be sick! i mustn be sick! HAHA! yeaa... plan to do maths on the way to Japan.. or else, i wont have enough time to complete it! HAHA! well, its going to be a BUSY day tmr... and friday, worst i guess? HAHA! bt nvm.. things are going to be ALL RIGHT! hahahah!! OKAY! i wonder who is the MYSTERY PERSON who wrote on my table 2 days ago : 'claudia God bless you!' haha! its really a mystery person. i dun even regonise the hand writing.. okay! i never regonise handwritings. HEHE!
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the ultimate purpose of a changed life is so that we will reflect God's glory.
