Wednesday, October 03, 2007
11:17 PM
ahhh! i cant rmb when bt i rmb having this dream that i score 37.5/90 for my chinese.. and i was scolded so badly... ahh! its so scary.. to think about getting the chinese paper makes my hair stand.. dai lao shi said one fella scored 2 marks for the 2nd section.. i bet im that person. BLEHH! im so dead.. haha! okay.. so far.. this week is quite boring.. everyday after school, go back home, study study. study until at night. watch tv. den go and sleep.. and this cycle repeats... so last night, i decided to have my quite time after watching tv.. so i started praying and praying.. den i told God ' God, i feel that life is so boring and meaningless. everyday, i wake up early, go to school, school ends, go home, study, den watch tv. den sleep. and wake up again... blabla. and im so sick of it. God, can u give a word that will brighten my day tmr?' and then.. i took out my bible.. and i just anyhow turn to 1 page.. and i read a verse about vows... and God reminded me what i promised him..... den, the page suddenly flipped to the page behind.. den i flipped it back and continued to read the verse abt vows. den.. the page flipped again ( page behind) .. so i decided to just look at the verses there. and i was shocked when i read the first sentence : EVERYTHING IS MEANINGLESS! and i stared at that sentence for a few seconds. then as i continued to read... i felt so touched. its lyk. shoot straight at what i asked for... amazing!
today in school, it was quite sian... first period maths liao. got back the statistics paper... quite bushuang. LOLS! ok la. nt really la... dunno how to say.. bt anywae, gt back the maths paper 1, it was horrible. the more i look at it, the more fan i get.. den during english and CME period, did maths paper 2. even more fan! i DUNNO how to do!! and my graph. i re-draw for dunno how many times lor... i see the graph lyk OUT OF SHAPE! then i very pekchek. LOL!! bt anywae in the end, i decided not to care about it cus i was wasting alot of time on it.. i bet mrs tay is going to scold me again... cus i'll definately gif her some rotten marks.. sighh. after that, it was art lesson. had a great time laughing.. i felt that i was kinda crazy because i laughed at things which wasnt really funny. yeap.. maybe i went crazy because of the maths paper. and meiling is very funny. she does funny things that kept making me laugh! WAHAHA! den.. went for lunch with gabbie, cheryl, ven & meiling.. we went to KFC and we kept laughing la. aiyo.. talk until so shuang... laugh until i shou bu liao... yeaaa.. and we talked about so many things. from BGR can talk until marriage. and i told them to invite me to their wedding next time, and make it CASUAL WEAR, so no need to wear stupid dresses! haha! and everyone thinks that im scary because i told them no one likes me. HEHEHEEE! i think its very funny man! sigh.. we talk until so happy one.. bt after that, no choice, must go home... went for tuition and when i went inside the classroom, the first thing the teacher said was....
mrs koh: who are u?
me: (SHOCKED! am i a different person?)
mrs koh: OHHH! its u! u look so
tom boy with ur new haircut!!
me: (AHEM)
mrs koh: why did u cut ur hair. u look so nice with ur nice long hair....
me: -_-"
mrs koh: okay. i dun mean that now ur hair is ugly.
and when class was about to end... she looked at me.. and i didn want to look at her cus i knew she was looking at me.. den she SUDDENLY asked me ' claudia, why did u cut ur hair?' aha! so she was all along looking at my hair! LOLS!! mian! i think shes so funny... hahaaha! lols! funny fella. AHHH!!!! tmr its going to be another tiring day.. cus i must chiong my science.. and there so many things to study! I HAVE NO TIME!! wraghh! lols! i haven even touched home econs and i dun wish to fail home econs. blehh!
'let others see Jesus in you...'
