Friday, December 07, 2007
11:47 PM
hello! haha! oh well... nt really in the mood to post about what happened in the day.. bt anywae, this is what happened la.. lols! went to jiayu's house... and she was still asleep. so we waited at her house downstairs... for me, its 1 hr. bt for some of them, its 4hrs. i cant imagine waiting downstairs for 4hrs. haha! okay.. den... ate lunch there... cooked instant noodles. haha! and tt kiddy guy from jiehan's cell is so lame. -.- haha! bt he taught me how to play cards la.. lols! den... the Head of the whole thingy? came.. lols! the overall incharge la.. den he started commenting abt the design... lols! at first i tot tt he was quite.. extra.. bt then.. after that i felt that he was quite alright.. yeaa. there was a fierce argument over the project. and it was rather scary.. and the atmosphere was like so... scary.. and den.. suddenly my phone rang ( sms ring tone) and it was doremon de.. and it was like.. so diu lian la.. haha! after that.. at 6.15pm, me and eeling left for cell... took a bus and den mrt to red hill.. eeling was lazy to walk to TCT dere.. so we decided to take a bus.. and we got lost! HAHA! seriously.. we were lost.. we were like ' hey.. whr to stop.. oh please, turn to the right' haha! and den.. we really didn noe which bus stop to alight.. and den suddenly the guy at the back said ' the nxt bus stop, alight, cross the road and keep walking.' and we were very glad la... haha! if he didn tell us that, den we really lost ler. haha! ok..during cell, we had to write/draw abt what happened ever since they day we accepted christ. as in.. how God changed how lives and smth like that la.. everyone had to share lor.. haha! den i started thinking.. hehehe! the day i said the prayer.. haha! car park.. and it was really funny la... i rmb that day... i cried all the way home.. i was hiding at my daddy's car.. didn want him to see i was crying.. and i really could not stop la.. haha! its like... i dun even noe why i cried.. and i wasnt sad at all. infact, i was very happy. haha! yepyep.. the holy spirt :) hehe!! den... when kelly close in prayer.. she said something really touching la.. and it made me cry. haha.. i was thinking what she was saying lor.. and its really true....
okay! cell ended at 9.30pm and my dad was quite angry because its later than usual. and i waited for the bus for like.. 20mins and i went home at about 10.30pm. quite late tho... and i was alone :( boohoo! before that, i bought a packet of potato chips home.. thinking that i would be hungry later.. AND I REGRETTED BUYING THAT PACKET OF CHIPS! okay anywae, went home and then.. for some lame and dumb and stupid reasons.. i started arguing with my sister and started 'fighting' with her.. haha.. and its really scary. i cant remember the last time i started scolding at someone and kicking someone in anger. okay. usually, i would just let my sister scold me and stuff like that.. bt this time.. i dont noe why... maybe because i was too angry so i just let my hands do what they want to. den. my mama came and stop the fight and i went into my room... well, within mins.. i cool down and looked at my arms with all the bruises. lols! its scary. haha! and den... i started crying la.. not because my hand hurts or whatever... bt God's heart is hurting to see me doing this. i felt very upset about it.. and felt very sry la... den God asked me ' do u still love your sister?' well, i find it hard to love her at times... and den i look at my hands and thought to myself ' Jesus did feel alot of pain when he was crucified. bt he still love me doesn he?' well, ive never told my sister that i love her before..
so dudey, if ure reading this post now. i'm sorry and i still love u lah. :)
