Sunday, January 06, 2008
7:41 PM
okay. im currently very sian and tired. haha. bt before i post abt today... i wanna share about today's psalm. i think its a very nice psalm. so i decided to post it.
psalm 6O LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath.Be merciful to me, LORD, for i am faint;O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agonyMy soul is in anguish. How long, O LORD, how long?Turn, O LORD, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love.No one remembers you when he is dead.Who praises you from the grave?I am worn from groaning; all night long i flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears.my eyes grow weak with sorrow; they fail because of all my foes.away from me, all you who do evil, for the LORD has heard my weepingthe LORD has hear my cry for mercy; the LORD accepts my prayers.all my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed;they will turn back in sudden disgrace.well, i felt rather comforted after reading it.. hehe! okay.. today. went to church with my sister... went there.. kinda lost.. dunno why today like so many ppl.. i see liao very giddy sia. lols! or mayb usually i stay at the tables there. and not wandering around aimlessly. haha! well... i received an sms from hannah which really make me wanna cry lah.. ' campcraft training tmr at 3.15pm' sian diao.. my lesson ends at 3.30pm and im already very sad abt it.. and i have to go for campcraft training immediately... really wan cry lah. lol.. den.. for the next 20mins.. i was really very very very sian... went inside hall 10... played the first song.. its a nice song, bt i really very sad and kinda unhappy la.. so my face was quite black. lols! bt after that... the song 'majesty' those kind of pop pop de song.. i listen liao, i cry lor.. lols! cus ah.. i think abt my whole week.. really very very tired lah.. i feel like getting knocked down by the cars outside and just lie in the hospital and rest. bt ofcus, i dun want to die la. haha! bt after that.. i prayed la.. and that prayer somehow perked me up... yeap.. i just put aside everything and just worshipped God. and the feeling is quite shuang la! haha! after that... Lord's supper. ha! before the pastor say drink, i drink halfway. den realised eh ' why nobody drink?' den i faster stop... lols! i oso dunno why sia. i tot i heard him say ' lets take the cup of wad wad wad' haha! i blur la. haha! and yingzhi was laughing at me! lols! okay... sermon today was plain boring. haha! first time sia.. i close my eyes and wanna sleep. cus mostly he talk abt events coming up this year.. so its quite boring la.. lols! and i was just playing with yingzhi... sending her songs via bluetooth. den saw alot of funny funny names like ' lame shit' haha! i wonder who it is. haha!
okay! on the way home.. i really wanna die like that.. very tired leh. lols! den.. mum called to say that theres no dinner at home.. sian diao.. i bo lui.. she want me eat outside.. so in the end, i bought cup noodles home... besides, i wasnt that hungry. haha! lols.. den walking home.. really like half dead la.. the way i walk... lols! i call myself a zombie.. haha! woo! i love the song in my blog! esp the lyrics. haha! its going to be a tiring day tmr.. (AGAIN)
RESTORE ME.
