Sunday, February 03, 2008
9:26 PM
yoyo! today is a very... refreshing day! finally, it brought smiles to my face. SERVICE! quite nice.. i like the worship. its always... nice! i like the song forevermore.. it gives me a chance to jump for like 1 min. lols!! and after jumping, i was panting.. bt, very happy. hahaha! okay! actually, went to church with a rather heavy heart. quite troubled abt nothing? lols! i oso dunno why... bt for the whole week, i didn spend much time with God.. and i feel quite far away from him... and my prayer everyday will have this ' God, i know u love me.' bt whenever i say it, its like... knowin in my head and not in my heart. and i always wanted someone to tell me that he loves me. bt no one would tell me that in school, or at home. bt today, during worship, kelly told me smth like this ' you can praise him, because he loves you!' and when she said that, ahh! its like... okay.. i cant describe that feeling.. haha! bt it was a great feeling :) hehe! and today's songs are rather nice! oh ya! today gt LORD SUPPER! and benson FINALLY experienced it... haha! hes been to church for quite some time bt he always miss the Lord Supper. and today, he told me tt it was spiritually refreshing, bt it if was grape juice, it would be better. HAHA! i think hes so funny! hehee
hehe! sermon was quite alright.. less boring than last week's sermon. heh heh heh! and kelly kept laughing to herself when she sat beside me.. i wonder why.. HAHA! ok... processing was short. and yixin is a good treasurer. HAHAA! more like loan shark eh? she told me to remind my sis that she owes her $8. and if she doesn pay, she'll go paint the walls outside my house. HAHA! shes so funny. lols! okay... after that, went home with cindy, yingzhi, yixin and joanne. took a bus to simei and take mrt. ha! shuang... first time take shuttle bus. nt bad.. can rest on the bus.. dun have to walk to the mrt station.. den still have to change train. mafan. hahaa! okay... went home and bought my yummy dinner.. and my kind dad decided to send me home from jec because it was raining.. lalalala! ahh! tmr is going to be a scary day. bleh!! im kinda scared that things wont go right. not only tmr, bt other days... bt thanks to joshua's encouraging words " just leave it to God. God has a plan for everything."
amen :)