Thursday, March 20, 2008
11:59 PM
hellooo.. bleh! haven been blogging for some time. well, just got home not long ago. haha! okay.. the tiring days of the week are finally over. Thank God for it. haha! it was quite challenging tho... had lots of things to do... each day... haha! well, i realised that these few days, i keep drinking bubble tea... ever since i tried something new on sunday.. hahhaa! okay... had a fun time in school... and yes! today, we had geog test... woo... studied until i pekchek ytd... and finally, it is over. rushed the paper today... i hope i can pass it. AHAHA! lessons were quite alright... spent my whole recess talking to cheryl and meiling... as usual, meiling talk alot of rubbish. HAHAA!
went home after that and got ready to go to church... its finally santification week.. ive been waiting for it since monday. ahah... ok well, stepped into the church, first song i heard, was played by a violinist... "amazing grace" ahh! it was so nice.. he made me wanna learn how to play the violin. haha! den, even before i started singing the first song, i started crying already. haha! yea.. the song was very nice... very touching. Then, God reminded me a verse "
I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, But Christ Lives In Me!" WOO. its like so nice... okay... haha! the worship was great. And somehow, i felt the change in me .. when i stepped into the church, i already told myself that im not going to leave the church without a transformation in my life, and a few things that i wanna see, changed.. and, ive been praying about it since sunday... and hmm.. it has been a longggg time since i got so close to God. but, im gonna ask for more of him. its not enough. its never enough. hee! den, we all knelt down... and i began to see God's love for me, when he was hung on the cross. What love can be greater than that? yepyep :) den the sermon was about the presence of God. pastor khong asked us a question. " blessings of God without the presence of God, or just having the presence of God" and i told myself " no doubt la.. ofcus is the presence of God" without the presence of God, what is the point of having God's blessings? after that, began to feel very sleepy and did not really focus... then they were ministering to the people... and then most of them were crying... but, i dun feel like crying at all leh.. infact, there was a deep sense of JOY in my heart.. it feels so good to be in God's presence. i was just kneeling down and listening to God.
1 happy thing for the day, we took the shuttle bus to jurong east mrt station. woo! it was so cool man. from expo to jurong. WAHAHAA! yea... left expo at about 10.40pm i think... reached home quite late.. boohoo.. bt i must say, i went there with a runny nose and a heart tt longs for God. i came back with a healed nose (sounds funny) and a joy in my heart :) heee! i cant wait to go to church again, tmr ;)
and it would be better if i can get on the shuttle bus again. XDyou are my heart's desire and i long to worship you.
