Friday, April 11, 2008
10:50 PM
boohoo! an extremely tiring day... but a very blessed day!
i jumped out of my bed this morning and shouted "YES! YES! its raining! God answered my prayers!" haha! was very happy that it was raining.. so i dun haf to run my 2.4km that i was worrying ytd... but... hmm... i got my shoes all soaked. and my feet too. and it was a terrible feeling. den.... when it was pe lesson, the rain stopped. BUT, the pe teacher didn come. AHAHA! how wonderful? heehehe! lessons were quite alright... just a little boring and i wanted to slp.. i was very sleepy!! ahaha!! and after sch, we went for open cell!
open cell was quite alright today.. rather meaningful... i learnt something very nice today during the open cell... joshua was sharing about having Jesus living in you. and he shared abt someone walking in a dark place? hmmm. cant really rmb.. bt whatever it is.. tt person was walking in darkness... she had a torchlight, but she chose to use a candle. the light is like God's strength.. and the candle, is our own strength... i find this 2 things very nice to compare la. lols! see... candle.. how long can it last? besides, the light is dim.. and one day, the light will be blown off. sometimes we're just like that... have a choice, but choose to use a candle. well, sometimes im like that too. but i realised that using my own strength to do things, its really very tiring... but these 2 weeks, ive been relying alot on God's strength. everything that i do, i'll think of God. and knowing that HE lives in me, living in HIS light, and being close to HIM, makes a lot of changes in my life... be it in school, or at home, or even at church. even tho there are alot of things that are crashing over me... lots of school work... many things to worry about and stuff.... but i feel very refreshed. and spirtually, ALIVE... just somehow, i have a deep sense of joy in my heart... i feel so happy to have God presence in my life! HURRAY! hehe!
after open cell, went for lunch and went to fall in immediately. well, God is more important to me than anything else. so i dun mind rushing my lunch... hehe! anyway, i was really blessed during the open cell. tho it was quite short. haha! NPCC training today was... bleh! tiring. very tiring... but still, was happy because i could not wait to go for cell after that... haha!
today's cell is very fun! muahaha! dad sent me home to bathe and sent me for cell.. hes nice izint he? haha! yea.. bt i was rushing like mad... but well, its for God! it doesn matter! heehhe! yep.. today's cell, there wasnt many ppl there.. but its still nice... worship was great... God spoke :) hehe! oh.. den a time of sharing. hohoho! had a fun time laughing... about the things that we share.... ahaha! we were really laughing madly.. everyone of us. HAHA! and it was fun... cell is always a time of laughter... well, most of the time. HAHA! laughed like mad la.. aiyo... its really funny... hehe!! ya so, today is quite a nice day... bt ofcus, its very tiring.. whole day out... but tmr is sat and im going to slp all i can! and no one is going to disturb me! MUAHAHA!
today, guin asked me a very very very difficult question and im still thinking how to answer it. Guin, when i noe how to, i will anwer your question :)
your spirit is alive in me!
