Sunday, April 06, 2008
10:25 PM
HELLO PEOPLE! what a wonderful day it is today... well.. lets start off with yesterday night... was kinda heartbroken... bt that wasnt what i was feeling... that was what the holy spirit was feeling... upset. heartbroken... for my sis... oh.. and for the nxt 15mins or so, i was weeping... and i oso dunno why... ya really. i dont noe why... sometimes i really hate my sis lor.. bt i was crying for her... and i noe its not from me... yeaps... then i prayed... and went to slp after that.. last night, God gave me a wonderful dream... i cant really remember what exactly it is.. bt i noe that there were alot alot alot of ppl, my friends, ppl i noe, praising God... and i woke up and i was like "wow! that was amazing" and.. i went back to slp. AHHA!!
woke up feeling happy today... went to church.. feeling quite tired.. bt went there.. woo! became refreshed! today's worship was great! and.... today, we had the LORD SUPPER! hehe! den erm.. me and eeling went to the center dere... well, i think its my first time standing there... well, nobody was blockin me.. so... i felt like i was standing in the middle of the church... and infront of altar... just tt.. its quite far away la. HEHEE! bt the feeling was great! and den... i love the song "forevermore" its so nice to jump. AHHAA! and before tt, i was telling eeling that i like "forevermore" and its such a nice song to jump... den when the song was playing.. me and eeling looked at each other and laughed. HEHEEE! it was really great! haha! today's worship songs were quite nice... enjoyed it alot... den lord supper... hmmm... once again, reminded of God's love for me.. this time, i did not cry.. but instead, i felt very a sense of joy in my heart... i thank God for his love for me! sermon was great! it was talking about.... erm... strength to strength... about our christian walk.. it was great... and the pastor asked us "so how do we move from strength to strength?" den me and eeling was like "ya! how? i want to noe how" Hehehe. yep.. the the pastor shared la.. it was very nice... den.. the pastor asked us "who is willing to memorise the whole of psalm 84?" and i raised up my hands... happily... den when he said "im giving u 1 week" and i was like.... erm........ can i do it in 1 week?? i hope i can... okay! I BELIEVE I CAN! i am going to memorise the whole of psalm 84! YESS!!
but God, u must help me.after service, me and my sis went shopping. HAHAA! ok.. shopping again... lols! nt bad.. at least i bought a blouse. MUAHAHA! and my sis is very funny.. when she saw the cute stuff, she got so excited and started hitting me... lols! after that, went to buy bubble tea again. MUAHAHA! and i introduced the nice flavour to my sister.. and she was like saying "hmm.. nt so nice what" and i told her "nt bad what! .. just tt the pearls nt so fantastic la" hehehe! reached home at about 9pm. first time.. sunday, i reach home so late.. wahhaa... bt it was nt bad la... its a nice day :) bt... i didn do any work today... didn study at all.. hehe! and the fact that mye is coming makes me feel kinda depressed? LOL! ok la.. nt really... well, my confidence is not in myself, but in God alone.. and den.... ya la.. 100% man, 100% God... ytd, i saw this very nice little thing in a gift shop... "FAITH is not believing God can. It is Knowing he will." today, kelly told me something...
I AM GOD'S HEART VESSEL!