Wednesday, April 02, 2008
10:36 PM
helloo :) okay. today, school was quite nice. like wad meiling said , short and sweet... bt tmr is going to be long and bitter. HAHA! well, today during chem lesson, me and guin were busy singing worship songs.. HAHA!! and it was quite fun... because we were asking each other to see if we both noe the same song.. HAHA!! and den, God reminded me of 1 song that made me wanna cry... aww.. it was such a touching song.. haha! well, today, i think me and meiling were the first 2 fellas to step out of the classroom with our bags. and i was so happy. its my first time... so early get out of school for this year. HAHA! went for lunch with meiling.. chatted with her again.. abt lots of stuff... talked abt sec1 life. HA! and i was laughing like mad.. because i didn noe that meiling was so childish when she was sec1. HAHA! den.. we started talking about LIFE and religion..
now... what is life? ever asked urself tt qn? well, i did... last time tho... i always ask myself..
"what am i before i was born? i dont exist? what is it like not existing? how can i be not existing? life and death... its something everyone has to go thru.. bt what then, am i living for, when i will die? i can achieve whatever i want... bt de nxt day, i might just walk out to the road and get knocked down by a car and die. and den.. i dun exist anymore.. what is this? den what am i living for? why am i living? " but well, talked to meiling abt 'life' today... thought about it again... i rmb i still have this kind of questions after i accepted christ. but after encounter camp, i finally found an answer for my life. the reason why im living... God created me, even before i was born. i dun care what i was before i was born. bt now i noe why im living. i was once living to die... but now, im living to fulfill God's purpose in my life.. and i believe that God will use my life to bless LIVES.
God, i live all my days to praise you.just now, i went to watch the online sermon for last sunday... oh.. the sermon was so nice.. watching sermon online is nt so bad after all. i can pause it as and when i want. HAHA! well, the sermon was about to continue our passion for God. was thinking about what the pastor said... he was talking about worshipping God... and i caught this very nice sentence that he said " you can worship God when u are sitting in your classroom... worship, is not all just about singing and praising God... but it is about lifting up everything to him." last night, i had a wonderful quiet time with God. i was asking him about the things that are happening around me... and today's sermon, the pastor asked us " are u hot or cold?" and... that was the question i asked God last night... i was lost in my christian walk and i didnt where i was... bt now, i can confidently answer the question that the pastor asked.
thank God for my life!
RISE UP! for God has spoken!