Friday, May 16, 2008
11:59 PM
yay! today is a great day! not for the morning part tho... i was really sleepy in the morning and unhappy... due to some ridiculous things.. anyway! school was quite alright... we had late recess and the canteen was so empty and it was so cool... school ended early today and there wasnt any training. HURRAY! and den, i went to meet my sister at city hall for lunch... but her school ended quite late.. so i went to the library first... interesting.. i saw many christian books... mostly for little kids... but it was nice.... den met my sis at city hall. ha! i was late... hehe! went to eat at a very nice place with beautiful deco... and then, we shop around... kept walking in circles.. LOl! my sis was looking for clothes... and she was depressed when she could not find any... and then, she wanted to buy me a wallet for my early birthday present but could not find any nice one.. ha! anyway, theres still a long way to go before its my birthday! hehehheeee! after walking and walking, we got very tired and decided to go eat icecream... wooo! the sight of the icecream made us so excited... and yeap.. it was quite enjoyable to go there after school... and eat and eat... HAHAHA!! and den we continued to shop around but there was nothing much and my legs were killing me! LOL... den we went to action city and saw this really cute teddy and me and my sis wanted it... bt it was kinda waste of money... my sis thinks that after one week, the teddy will end up in the cupboard.. (which is quite true) so we decided not to buy it... HAHA!
after that, it was cell outing! we went to mindcafe to celebrate some of my cell sister's birthdays. it was quite an interesting place.. it was my first time going there and it was fun! we played 2 games there... the first one was very funny... there was alot of guessing and sabo-ing. HAHA! and i was laughing madly when ppl tot that i was the bad guy! HAHAH! anyway, its more fun being the bad guy because the bad guy always wins! HAHAHA!! and den, we got really excited... HAHAHA! okay... it was really funny! and i think we were very noisy.. we laughed like we own the place and ppl looked at us weirdly. and the 2nd game, it was quite boring... and i didnt really noe what was going on.. i was really tired and was just resting... HAHAHA!! and den, we sang birthday songs and blessed them... den, kelly led us into prayer.. and we ended with a very very loud 'AMEN!'
last night, i woke up in the middle of the night and could not open my eyes... i was blogging about terror attacks ytd and it really happened to me.. AHHA! i tried to move but could not... i tried to speak but could not... at first, i tot tt i was dreaming or something and i actually wanted to just forget it and continue sleeping but i realised that i was wrong. LOL! and i could not sleep... and so, i got quite fedup and i said in my heart: "GET LOST, IN THE NAME OF JESUS!" and immediately, i was alright... and i said "thankyou God!" and i went back to sleep. haha! somehow, i realised that i have AUTHORITY........ that i am a child of God... and last night before i slept, i had quite a long quiet time.. and God reminded me about emptiness... "stop trying to find other things to fill your emptiness!" seriously.... now, i think things are starting to crash AGAIN... but i noe that it is God's plan... and all i can do is to trust him... because i noe that he has plans to prosper me and not to harm me. i know that he wants me to grow from my setbacks. because i can either fall or become stronger... and i want to become stronger! MUAHHA!
this is a verse that shuwen sent me tt day..
'
..The crooked roads shall become straight, the rough ways smooth. And all mankind will see God's salvation.'Luke 3:5
