Thursday, June 26, 2008
9:32 PM
Please be prepared! the complains are coming....im tired! its only the 4th day of term 3 and i already feel half dead. school is somehow killing me. as in, the lessons. math, chem, geog, phy! ohh! all the subjects that makes me sian... all the calculations, and the chemistry's CHEMICAL CALCULATION. oh my! the name itself sounds scary!! i think, today is the worst day in school so far. all the terrible subjects that kills my brain cells and make me feel like im rotting. history was so boring.. and after history was MATH! and den chem. and, i dont really like the new timetable! i realised that today, i spent most of my time pressing my calculator. whats more? im not only busy with school work, im busy with NPCC too! tmr, there is promotion test. and i dunno why i am placed in drills!! somemore not those simple simple ones.. its the sizing drill. and i have to memorise that command that consists of 5 parts. ive been memorising since last saturday! ohh! plus, all the admin things i have to do. and because after np tmr, i have to stay back for dunno what thingy, i cant go for cell. actually, i think its possible for me to rush there, but im simply too tired and LAZY! and on saturday, still gt flag day and im going to church on sunday and im bringing my friends there too! (the only exciting part) and so..... my 1 week, is GONE!and now, enough of complains. Although im physically HALF DEAD, really wanting some rest, and feel like punching someone when i cant do my math&chem and tearing the npcc command notes when i cant rmb them, i am still spiritually ALIVE. the lyrics of the song, still "WHEN THE OCEANS RISE AND THUNDERS ROAR, I WILL SOAR WITH YOU ABOVE THE STORM!" i noe that finding rest physcially will just make me feel more tired. so God, please help me to find rest in you. i am very excited to go to church this sunday!
"its not about what i can do, but what has already been done."
