Sunday, February 15, 2009
6:39 PM
i went for service today! i was very tired in the morning so i snooze my alarm clock.... and i was so tired i didnt feel like going to church.. bt den before the alarm clock ring the second time, i jumped out of my bed and said "its time to worship God! GET READY AND GO!" amy brought a friend along today... met eeling at tanah merah too. eeling and i was saying tt amy like to bring ppl that she dun really noe. LOL! anyway, its very POWER because she brought a friend she met online.. anyway, at first i was very excited abt service.. because i need a refreshment after a tiring week in school... but during worship time, i totally sian diao because there is anger in my heart and i just cannot sing... bt after the end of worship, i felt better....
today's sermon is very interesting.. its about THE BLOOD FOR THE HEART.... pastor preached about the BLOOD for the 6th time already. see how important it is? and today's message is like the most important message... last week he talked about the blood of the crown... and he told us to put on the crown daily.. and i was like "oh no.. i only rmb to put on the crown on monday.. the rest of the days i forgot abt it.. " anyway, the main thing about today's sermon is... "IS YOUR HEART HARDENED?" i told kelly that my heart was hardened on march 2008... she prayed for me and God started filling the emptiness in my heart... until NOW, i feel that my heart has not hardened since tt day... anyway, i learnt something today... "if their hearts are hardened, theres almost nothing u can do." but the scariest thing is that theres nth u can do about it. the most terrifying thing pastor khong said was that "sometimes, God cant do anything abt it too.." now i noe why pastor patrick said before that if the patient's heart are nt open, dont bother sharing anything abt God...
went for lunch with eeling at simei after that.. bt before that we slack at expo for 1 hour... and im going to play tennis with denise on thursday night... hopefully she dont pangseh me again. anyway, the last time i had lunch with eeling alone was like 5-6 mths ago... so long nvr sit down and talk to her already... had lots of things to say.. bt nt enough time.. eeling had to go for basketball training.... i was talking to eeling about how ive changed.... cus she told me to say grace.. and after saying, i told her that last time i dun dare to say grace.. i will panic when ppl tell me to say grace.. and eeling oso noe cus everytime i meet up with her for lunch, shes always the one saying grace. HAHA! i just realised how much i have changed... i think last year was the year of TRANSFORMATION. although it was sabbath and i didnt really feel rested... there was like so many challenges.. but i got out of them, transformed. i am a much more confident person now.... i really feel that God is preparing me for this year... but i think that there are more challenges ahead of me.. anyway, i want to go for G12 conference... i wonder if my parents allow me to go... marketplace transformation leh. i must go!! i think i shld be able to go for hospital ministry this saturday... my cough is getting better... and eeling is going too.. and im going to drag denise!
"Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts" hebrews 3:15, 4:17.
