Thursday, February 12, 2009
10:35 PM
wooo! today's open cell was amazing! yesterday i was very worried because i was afraid that nobody we invited will come. and yesterday i was totally sian diao already because everything didnt go as planned. jong told me to cancel worship because mag wont coming to sch and cant bring the guitar. and den no response from those i invited (i actually invited quite a number of ppl) .. and benson said he cant go because he has debate... the fact tt benson nt going means.. OH! i have to plan everything myself... and yesterday i was telling benson how sian i was already... cus we plan this for a few times already and always cannot make it. but after jolene smsed me that she might me going, i felt better. LOL!
anyway! about today's open cell, i think its the BEST meeting so far! although we invited like alot alot of christians, only jolene, shermaine and kq came.. i think what is important is not the person, but the heart... so today, did some sharing... abt how we started, what we've been doing. why we're doing it and things like that... i dunno talk for how long sia... but the thing tt made me amazed during open cell was what jolene shared.. actually, i dun really know her... and i oso never talk to her before... until the day i asked her to come for open cell.. but she told us that last saturday, she was praying that she could impact the ppl around her and den few days later, i went to talk to her... and she was also shocked... anyway, i think that God really has something installed for us. but what she said really affirmed me that God really HAS something installed for us. anyway, i feel so refreshed after open cell today. i dunno wad the others feel tho.. but anyway, today the attendance so far is the best sia! even darren came and join us. anyway, thank God that benson plans the open cell with me now...
ahahaha! i feel so excited again.... this is such an exciting but yet challenging year for me... anyway i went to see the doctor just now... waited like 1 hour at the clinic... wasted alot of time... and i dun have to go for training tmr! yaye! but... the sad thing is.... i still cant go to NUH. man.. its like 3 weeks already... nevermind. i shall be patient and wait for my cough to go away... anyway, i feel so tired... this week was another tiring week with lots of things to do and lots of tests too... i shld have accepted the MC from the doctor just now. HAHA!
WE'RE GOD'S HEART VESSELS.