Saturday, April 04, 2009
3:24 PM
without death, there is no resurrection...
hello everybody! missed me? HAHAHA! well, actually my week have been really horrible. i feel so busy and tired. especially on thursday. i felt like i was dying. LOL! but yes, i had open cell on thursday. it wasnt like open cell. i just met up with selvia and we had a great time of fellowship. and it felt good just telling her everything that was kept inside my heart for the whole day. i almost exploded. HAHAHA! but actually, yesterday was even more terrible. so, i decided to spend some time with God and i needed to hear something because i was feeling so upset i could not sleep.
"But i will restore you to health and heal your wounds, declares the Lord. because you are called an outcast, Zion for whom no one cares." "Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work will be rewarded." Jeremiah 30:17, 31:15.
ok, today, i went to NUH... shuwen told me that her grandfather is in ward 55 so i decided to visit her grandpa first... mr chung. hahahha! talked to her grandfather for quite some time. didnt expect to talk to him for so long.. Lol! i asked him "do u noe shuwen?" and he was like blur blur one and said "whos that?" HAHAHAHAHAH! ya. bt after tt he remembered. so funny! anyway her grandfather is really cute.. and i started chatting with him. hahahah! and he told me that shuwen is very guai. LOL! and i was like "oh really?" HAHHAHA! shuwen, ur ah gong is cute.... but ure not. HAHA!
the i visited another patient... Mdm kwek. she was warded because she fell down and hurt her back. den she cannot walk. she told me that she has been warded for 3 months... so long right? and the pain in her back has never gone away. so sad. and she has gone for surgery for a few times already. she say theres a hole in her sides and they removed a tumor from somewhere. and i was surprised because i dun understand how it is linked to falling down and hurting the backbone... but well, she told me its related. anyway, shes very friendly and funny! the nurses are all her friends. and she kept disturbing them! hahahaha! oh well, i was quite entertained by them lor... HAHAHA! so funny..
after that, when we were walking out of NUH, i went to talk to the pastor. felt a little better after talking to him. and on the way back home, kelly called me and encouraged me to continue. gee... i think its not easy to continue... initially, everything was alright. but after that, dunno why everything started crashing on me and i feel like giving up everything. nobody understands. nobody, but God.. after talking to kelly, i nolonger feel discouraged, infact, im so excited. im starting to feel excited again! and i wont give up unless im forced to. God, thankyou for letting me go through this!
Big thanks to those who have kept me and this whole event in prayer! Thanks for your encouragement :)
