Thursday, July 23, 2009
10:35 PM
hello! surprising why i can blog at this time... people are now studying like mad for their tests.... guess what? theres 3tests tmr... physics, geog and chinese. i cannot say confidently that i have finished studying.. but im not going to study anymore. i didnt even touch geog today.. too lazy. i was doing physics...
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tuesday was the most horrible day in my life. i didnt noe what happened to me.. i was feeling so stressed and upset.. okay.. firstly, i had alot of things to do.. secondly, i was feeling quite hungry. thirdly, my mum kept nagging at me and my dad kept saying im angry with him when i was not. so first, at 8pm, i was too pekchek and tired so i decided to lie on my bed and sleep.. bt den my mum came in and nagged at me.. and i gt irritated.. and i wanted to cook a bowl of noodles to eat and eat... ( tts how i relief stress) i cook half way and i gt even more irritated so even before finish cooking it, i threw everything into the bin and i went to swim. and i never swim alone at night before, because i think its scary. so anyway, i went to swim alone.. i swim and swim.. i think for about 30 or 40 laps. my dad came down because he was worried.. he talked to me but i kind of ignored him and continued swimming. anyway, if u noe me, i will try not to talk when im feeling upset.. because i might not be able to control my tongue.. so i felt better after swimming.. went home and i felt irritated again... actually i wanted to do my physics worksheet bt i didnt even bother looking at it. so i gt even more upset...
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i finally decided to pray after soooooo long. and i decided to watch the online sermon too... and just hearing the word of God makes me feel soooooo much better. so basically, i wasted time feeling irritated, trying to sleep, cooking and throwing away noodles, swimming 30-40 laps. i was trying so hard to make myself feel better, but it DIDNT work. i guess God really wants to tell me that i can only find rest in him, alone... i am glad God made me go through all those things just to tell me that i can only find rest in him...
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theres open cell tmr and im quite excited.... because benson's leading us in worship. and its going to be my first time not doing anything much. im rather worried... i usually have back up plans. but this time round, im going to trust God... :D
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here are some photos taken this week... it was an enjoyable time with my green club members. anyway, we're GREEN! (our president always help to clear the bin)
this is the pen that we all have. its cute.
greeni, bobo, lala, yoyo and clownie (HAHAHA!)
this was taken during racial harmony.... suen, why are u bending down like that?
my blog finally has photos eh? anyway, it was my first time wearing a traditional costume. actually, i refused to wear it because it doesnt have sleeves. but in the end, i decided to wear it... BREAK THROUGH!
