Tuesday, September 01, 2009
10:34 PM
Greetings!
i am at Mark 14 already.. heres a quote from Mark 13:36-37. "If he comes suddenly, do not let him find you sleeping. What i say to you, i say to everyone: WATCH!" background of this chapter is about the signs of the end of age and the second coming of Christ.
i was looking at some old photos and thinking about things that happened in the past. seeing people i know slowly fading away is something scary.. In church, you always see people come and go, come and go. and ofcus its sad seeing people go, but theres such joy seeing people coming back after leaving. well, i get rather disappointed when people around me backslide. And i would be thinking if there is anything i can do, and people would just tell me to pray... and sometimes i just dont know what to pray.
seeing people leave makes me think about my own walk with God too. i am rather scared that one day i would leave, and that one day i will nolonger feel God's presence. I was telling denise that day that i want to serve. If you have heard this cute song "Give me oil in my lamp", theres a part of the lyrics that says "Give me love in my heart, keep me serving." i feel that serving at NUH is great and everytime i go there, i feel the presence of God... i havent been there for quite some time and i feel that 我全身怪怪的! haha yeah... but i talked to Janice over the phone that day and i told her that i would go to the Handicaps Welfare Association with her one day, after my exams.
i just pray that when he comes suddenly, i wont be sleeping...
