Friday, October 09, 2009
11:59 PM
its graduation day!
woke up feeling very excited! because its the last day of school..., and theres open cell... its the supposed to be last time we're meeting, but things didnt turn out very well. we had to stop halfway during open cell because we had to go back to the class. i felt so cheated by God and i was feeling quite upset... but.....
after that it was graduation ceremony and i enjoyed myself. i enjoyed myself most when mr wong was singing. OH!! hes fantastic, but its very funny at the same time. thats because his voice doesnt really match his body, and i was laughing all the way until my mind went blank and my tummy was painful.. but when the graduation ceremony was over, i felt so weird... like just so WEIRD.
i was thinking abt leaving school, and i was feeling rather sad. not sad because im going to leave my lovely friends, (because i noe im nt leaving them), but im sad because i feel that i havent finished what God has called me to do. it feels so half completed.... and i feel terrible.. and together with the open cell as well as being mentally tired due to all the school work, i feel even more terrible....
and thats why i went to cell feeling rather upset... during worship, dunlin and anthony came to pray for me. I felt much better after that... and dunlin read to me a verse, Hebrews 6:10 "
God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you helped his people and continue to help them."
Indeed, God remembers every little thing i do for him...
