Friday, October 02, 2009
10:58 PM
i pon school today!! i woke up at 7.30am and went for a swim. the water was freezing cold.. but it woke me up.
today is a sad day... even though it should be a happy day that its self-declared holiday... in the evening, my sister told me that my aunt had passed away in the morning. i am not very close to her. infact, the last time i saw her was a few years ago. anyway, i was so shocked and at first i didnt believe my sister.
i think i am more scared than sad. few days ago my parents were still taking abt her.. and few days later, she passed away. i really dont know what to say man... its so scary. its like.. you really never know when you will die... and here i am, taking my life for granted... like as if i can live for another 70 years...
i remember that when i was young, my mum always tell me "claudia, mummy cannot be with you forever you know." dont understand why my mum will tell me that when i was young lor. but still, i cannot imagine one day without my parents.....
and now my whole body feels so weird.....
and please pray for me.. im going crazy soon... (this is not related to the above post)
oh yes.....
thank God for my prelims! its not too bad, but not good at all. i think i can do much better than that. but still, thank God. when i told my sis my results, she went like "HUH!?" , because she thinks its too horrible. HAHA! doesnt matter...
and i seriously need a MIRACLE! to pass my O level higher chinese. JUST LET ME PASS! i dont care what grade it is.
