Sunday, July 11, 2010
11:50 PM
hello stalkers! i feel like blogging again!
last night, i dreamt of my little xiaobun. i dreamt that i found her at the playground and she ran to me. Then i hugged her home and asked my mum why she said xiaobun died when shes with me. i realised that my mum actually lied to me about the death of xiaobun and she actually set xiaobun free because she didnt like her. anyway, it was quite funny but it felt so real when i saw xiaobun. mian.. i still miss her! shes like my little nice friend that would "listen" to my problems and i can tell her all sorts of crap and rubbish and it seems like shes listening even though she doesnt respond. sometimes shes like my pillow, sometimes shes like my soft toy. anyway, i still cannot forget the scene where my xiaobun was on the verge of death and she licked me for the last time. that's the saddest thing ever. btw, rabbits lick to show affections.
anyway, i really like this song "God will make a way" by Don Moen. its like answering my prayers. regarding the 40days of faith, i've decided to just start it and let God do the rest. thank God for nice people like samantha who is supportive of this. actually, now i think its quite interesting because there are probably going to be 2 groups. wow!
anyway, today's sermon was so power. Pastor dishan was like screaming into the mike all the time. i think his whole sermon was just an emphasis of this sentence "
Jesus will never be saviour where he is not Lord". He shared a story of a little church worshipping underground and was interrupted by soldiers carrying guns who wanted to kill all the christians. The pastor told his church members that if they want, they can leave the place and run for their lives. in 30seconds, 50% of them left. Then the soldiers told the pastor that they actually came to join them for worship and was just getitng rid of those people who loved their lives more than God.
the last sentence was actually quite funny, but it strucked me. i was wondering what i would do if were to be in that situation. would i run for my life or would i stay there. seriously, i am not sure what i would do.
