Saturday, April 23, 2011
11:20 PM
What a hectic & exhausting week. I haven't had a good rest for many days already...
I went to Uncle Koh's wake again on tuesday. Thought that it was the last thing i can do for him and for the family and so i decided to go in the afternoon after going to the kindergarten in the morning. Also because i didn't really get to talk to them on monday night because there were sooo many people.
I went there with a heavy heart, but left without any feeling any burden. The illness was definitely part of God's plan and i got to know how God used the last few hours of his life to be a blessing. He has left behind a legacy!
Wednesday was a super exhausting day for me. I was at the kindergarten from 9am to 5pm and it was my last day there, so i had many things to do. The chinese teacher was asking me to teach her how to do some portpolio thingy. HAHHA! The principal treated me to a good lunch too! I actually told them many many times that wednesday will my last day at the centre, but the K2 teacher told me that she's bringing the K2s to an outing on thursday and kept asking me to go with them because she needed extra teachers. I hestitated for a long long time but then since she said it's only from 9am to 11am, i agreed to help her. After that i went to kelly's hse for TGIF rehearsal and only left at 9 plus. The super tired me was stupid enough to wait 20mins for 178 that was going the wrong direction. I was sleeping on the bus and i ended up at woodlands. I was soooo uspet man.
On thursday, i was supposed to go outing with the K2s, but when i reached the centre, the teacher told me that i can't go with them because the nursery teacher is on MC and so i had to go be a relief teacher at the nursery class. I felt so cheated man... Plus i was super exhausted.. I went to nursery class and i was feeling super miserable, so after that i went to hide inside the toilet to cry. I was really really really really upset you know... I feel that they really took advantage of me and i was once again complaing to God and asking Him why on earth did He call me back to the centre. But after crying i felt better and so i went back to the nursery class and pretended as if nothing happened. so miserable right? Somemore i had to stay until 1pm.
But an hour later, i received aunty nancy's sms : "Just want to text to say, I deeply appreciate your love and commitment to the Lord. Just as the Lord has fulfilled Edward's desire, the same Lord grants the desire of yours as you faithfully give yourself sacrificing for His work."
ahhh... that msg changed everything. Indeed, God knows what we need and always know when and how to meet that need.......
